Dana's Animated Mind

Recently (Monday) I lost a cockerpoo. He had lived for 11 years, and once of the bright points of my day. My golden retriever would be my other one. He was dying from a blood disorder that really hit on Saturday so by Monday, he was nearly gone. This could of been treated with steroids, but he was diabetic so it would only cause more problems. So we did the only thing we could do: We put him to sleep.

Some people treat these matters like it is no big deal, but these pets are family. I remember when he was a pup and he would jump up and down at the gate so excited to see me. I remember the times when he would climb on the bed and lay on my leg so I wouldn't go anywhere. I remember the times...essentially I remember a lot of moments. It is going to be very different without hearing his bark, but I am at peace with the fact he is no longer suffering.

It's kind of hard to get artistically incline this happens, but I decided to do one this morning because while I am sad, I don't want Mickey to see me horridly miserable. He was fully of happiness and joy, and brought happiness and joy to us.

I once told him I love him to death...I kind of lied. I still love him after death. So for the fuzzy little cockerpoo name Mickey or nickname Fudley, may you be in peace bud.

Yes, I say hmm alot.:) I took a vacation which somewhat means I didn't do much 3D art. Not that I don't consider it relaxing, it is the fact my poor laptop didn't like it.:)

But I did come back with avengence with this cute little doll.:)