Friday, January 25, 2008
On the mind
Sometimes it is difficult to express thoughts that a whole majority will understand, but then again, that's life. It's a little late to be worrying about that almost 30. Still, I can't help but wonder if there is something about me that is a little off.A study done a few years back suggested that creative people suffer a form of an insanity (I doubt suffer is the appropriate word for this). So the more creative we are, the deeper we are into the abyss?
No, I don't think that is entirely it.
One person told me that it sounds odd that I consider characters like they are real people, but sometimes I don't think they quite get it. At least that's my impression. All the characters I have written and drawn are a fragmentation of my core personality.
If you wonder about me playing female characters despite being a guy and what part of my personality that is, well I don't think there is any non-psychological way to explain it. The best I can come up with is the balance of very diverse personality. I embraced a bit of my feminine side a long time ago to create a balance in the story so it is not too macho or too much girl power. Both make me ill.
Think about it. If I wrote a story built around a guy needs to be great at everything, and how he is the sole purpose of existence, then that will ignore the females completely. If I wrote about the opposite extreme, then damn shoot me. Instead, I try to write a balance in between to blend in a unique collection of characters with scenarios that sometimes you only see if nightmares.
Of course, if nightmares are the source of disturbance, hell I've been disturbed since I was a young kid. I don't have comparison notes with other children, but often would dream of things that to this day frightens me a whole lot. I often don't speak of them, but they have become a source of enlightment when I do the horror bits.
However, my best ideas for horror tends to not be tangible. I was once talking about doing a Sci-fi Horror where the monsters were toxic vapor hallucinations. It would save money on the monsters, that's for sure.
Oh my..I see some arguements about David Bowie and Kurt Cobain about the Man Who Sold The World. Youtube comments tend to make laugh because you can always except at one point for it's maturity to dive. The funniest part of all this is a copyrighted material, and it's amazing how they get into a tizzy.
I am not so much into David Bowie, and yes I like Nirvana..but..come on. "U R a Fagoot" gets very old very quick. It's like these people are in their very early teens or lack the ability to properly communication
Was there a point to this blog? Not really..just sat down and wrote.:)
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